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12:32 am: Life Gives You Lemons ....and Yet Still Makes Lemonade
Thanksgiving this year was deffently an intresting one. Here's the run down.

-Ate to much food...instead of being a F.I.T. (FAT KID in TRAINNING)I became and actual fat kid

-Hung out with an incrediable guy named Eric and his family

-Got to see J.T , J.C., and TwoXStep

-Realized that guys like to do a lot of this to there "manly parts" that shouldn't be done (scalped, piercied, cut, and ect.)

-Lost my voice and sounded like a frog

-Watch Eternial Sunshine with Jim Carrey and desicded I will need to see it again.


Hope everyone's Thanksgiving, big or small, was as wonderful and happy as mine.

11:07 am: Rolling Stone
Life is like a rolling stone it keeps you moving and whenyou wanna stop it does but than finds a reason to move on again.

07:07 pm: Why type in a thing like this when it feels like no one reads it??!?!? Make me change my mind please.

05:05 am: Another Day .....Another Great Time!
So I went to the "Worlds Largest Mountain of Open-Faced Granet in the U.S." today.  It was a lot of fun.  I have never seen anything quite like it.  There was alot of stuff there you could do and participate in and here are some photos.





This is the stone mountain....and carved into the side is the confederate generals.  At night time they have a lazer light show that is projected onto this.  It is also the world largest and if you ever come to Georgia I recomend it.



Hahahah I got put in 1870's jail......drinking and drivin a buggie....never good.




Now this fountain looks pretty from where I am standing....but before forwarned it squirts!  Hahahah thank god I moved away, because a minute later I would have been drenched.




Mmmmmm  yummy funnal cake....  especially with apples!




You would think goats would be friendly creatures all of the time....hahahha not...can we say they'll eat everything...especially purses.



Time for the Lazer Light show on the great lawn they had......and cotton candy.  Hahaha such a "fat kid in trainning" I am.

There where so many things today that I saw and unfortuanly I couldn't take pictures of everything, but if you ever wanna come and visit me here in the state of Georgia...we should surely go.

03:19 pm: Sunnier Side of Life....
Today it is so beautiful out. There is a nice breeze going with the sun so it makes things just perfect.

I got my lip reopened today.It just a plain silver ring that fits tightly to my lip....I dunno why but I hate those rings that stick out from your lip. It's pretty and simple so it works out just fine for me. I'll try to take some pictures tonight for you to see. After this I just need to get my ears stretched out again and get my tatts finished (which that won't be for awhile until I get everything I want done)than I'll be pretty finally.

So I talked to my mommy the other day, and she said that even though the don't have a cure for her cancer that things seem to be going well. Hopefully the fam will be able to come down here soon to visit, because its been at least 4 months since I saw them last.

Tonight I dunno what I shall do but if ya get bored and wanna call and you gots my number do so...cause I love random calls from people.

11:36 am:                                             "Now Is The Time...
                                               For Me to Rise,
                                                 To My Feet.
                                   Wipe These Tears From My Eyes
                                    Wipe Your Spit From My Face."




Thank you Hatebreed for lyrics like that.

 Today is a new day...time to rise and make a difference and do things right. 

...more later

04:20 pm:

Today has been a very boring and drab day.....thats o.k. though I finally got to sit down for a while a read. Which I feel like I can never do anymore.

So last night I was in a predicument. I descided to leave the house I am currently staying at until I can get some money saved up for and apartment. The girl that is helping me out, turned out to be a psycho and a drugie. Can we say no good....not to mention I just don't deal with that sort of stuff well anyways. Its all good though cause I contacted my mommy and dad and asked them to lend me some money for a hotel the next couple of nights. So it will all work out. Plus I get paid Friday so that takes a load of stress off of me.

So just keep me in your prayers... P.S. I want to go on a vacation...any ideas?!?!?

10:37 am: Cars Are No Fun to Sleep In....
Nuff said.


Hopefully today will be a little bit better...and maybe something exciting will happen.

11:08 pm: So I took Some Pictures.....

 Do I have something in my nose?!?!?


My Creepers..<333


Traditonal Hardcore Shot


Hannah Jo,Creepers, and I

more to come ...

10:34 am: How Life Changes...
You know your getting old when you go to the park and begin to swing on the swingset and get motion sickness.....blah to you motion sickness...thanks for starting to take my little childhood away.

01:52 pm: Killing Time..
So I am at the library....trying to waste sometime...but I wanna find a good book to start reading on...anyone know of one?

11:40 am: The Light at the End of the Tunnel....
So last night was very....emotionally upsetting. Have you ever had someone that your so close to pull out all the flaws you have because they are just mad at you??? Well thats what happened to me. I have never felt so aweful in my entire life...I felt like " what have a done to cause people to see me this way." Let me tell ya it deffently puts a damper on the way you feel about your life.

I thought about it, and I just need some good old positive reinforcement. Just some time to get back to where I was...less stressed and more happy. Its just ever since I moved to Atlanta, all I have done is tried my hardest to get by. And it has gotten to a point where I feel like I am up against a wall, surrounded by some many things, and I can't myself out.

I guess you could say I just need that light at the end of the tunnel..

Anyone wanna help?

10:55 am: Here I am.....
So I never thought I would actually join this site, but with the fast downfall of xanga...here I am. Hopefully this thing will bring me of some use.

So the past few days have been very up and downish...one minute things will seem like there going bad and than the moment you turn around it back to being good again...I just life was a little less complecated at times.

Posi Things

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*Getting Septum Reopened
*Talked to my Momy and Grandma yesterday
* Got to see some people I haven't seen in a while

Negitive Things

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*People being a**holes
*Still feeling left out of place in this town
* Money of course is tight

Those are just a few...hopefully in times things will change. But for now here I am and this is me.

XBrittX